Your subconsciousness

when it comes to the subconsciousness many ppl aren't aware that their daily actions are 95% based on the sbm. They think they do what they want but in reality they´re just on autopilot following society rules.

I tell you that society is shit...Society has told us that slavery is okay. Society tells us eating helpless creatures and torturing them is okay. Society tells us beauty standards. Society tells us a lot of bullshit.

It's your responsibility to listen to that or to stand up for the right values even when that means you're alone (for example Rosa Parks etc.)

Society also tells us to rush things. To have a certain amount of money or to have a certain job or car to be happy but that's just dumb.

Everyone is different and just bcs ppl think it's the best way to be stressed (good luck later with heart diseases..) and being on autopilot doesn't mean that this is right.

What is right you feel with your heart.

No one can tell you what is right bcs you have to feel it. And I'm not talking abt "oh I feel like eating a cake everyday" I'm talking abt things that serve you in the longterm.

Your subconsciousness is changeable and you can take control over it as soon as you understand how it works. So we're not psychiatrists or doctors (even tho they don't even know that stuff often). The only thing we can do is improving our awareness and taking breaks whenever we need.

Not swimming with the others is again frkn strength.

If something doesn't feel right to you. Then don't do it.

Also society told me to do the "Abitur" and sure this has many advantages you can study with that right after school. But you can also study if you have practical work experience for 3 years. Or if you get that piece of paper (which says NOTHING abt intelligence..) later via online school.

Almost everything is possible. My mentality was messed up I don't know where I would be mentally if I continued that shit which made me every day more depressed cause I was mature enough to say I don't ever need that again.

When I was younger I didn't even care I just studied but as soon as I questioned the school system I just knew that it is too much time for education I don't want.

I want another kind of education in my life.

So I started reading and researching whatever I was interested in.

And tbh I´ve learned more in that time than in my whole school career when it comes to life education.

I don't say quit school but I do say it's important to follow your dreams and desires instead of living a 0815 job, 9-5 coming home depressed and doing the same thing every day.

Just thinking abt that gives me extremely bad vibes.

Humans aren't meant to live that way.

We're creative creatures who need to be outside, move, connect on a deeper level, help each other and enjoy our lives.

You can connect to your subconsciousness in different ways. But the best ways for me were meditation and journaling.

What has helped you to become more aware? <3